100 things about me
100. I was a teenage bride.
99. I miss the town I grew up in.
98. I do not think I am as smart as people think I think I am.
97. I lack drive even though I always seem to be busy.
96. I do not really have a favorite anything.
95. I love to be hot.
94. I do not even turn on the cold water in the shower or when washing dishes.
93. Sweat totally grosses me out.
92. I could happily never speak to most of my birth family again.
91. I might miss one of my sisters a little.
90. I cry myself to sleep when I am away from my man for the night.
89. Even though I ask not to be peed on – I really do not mind.
88. I think about sex constantly.
87. If my man is in the room – I am probably ready.
86. I am almost always on line if I am home.
85. I never wear makeup.
84. I get my hair cut – maybe – twice a year.
83. I am intimidated by most people.
82. I hate making any sort of decisions.
81. I can not stand to shop.
80. I miss spending time with friends.
79. I lack the ability to cultivate new friendships.
78. Even though I have sex several times a week I want much more.
77. I love having my man’s dick down my throat.
76. My nipples ache from wanting attention.
75. I wash up every time I go potty in case I am needed.
74. I am disappointed more often than not.
73. I hate shaving.
72. But I am accustomed to being bare.
71. I want more rules.
70. I want protocol.
69. My man is satisfied the way things are.
68. I prefer thud on my bottom.
67. My man prefers to give sting.
66. He gets upset by black and blue.
65. I bruise really easy.
64. I want to be around people who know I serve him.
63. But we do not socialize in the lifestyle.
62. I love for him to be with other women.
61. The idea is enough to satisfy him.
60. I want to suck another off him.
59. I do not think he is motivated.
58. I crave humiliation.
57. I like to be told I am a filthy slut.
56. I like having things shoved into me.
55. I would not be opposed to a train.
54. I would never wish to be disciplined by a female.
53. I am curious if I could take a beating from a man who did not love me.
52. I think tattoos are tacky.
51. I want one that marks me as his.
50. I wear a collar at all times.
49. It is a padlocked chain.
48. I think I pushed the issue of collaring.
47. I do not think it means much to him.
46. I fear being too dependent.
45. Because I think he does not want the burden.
44. I wish I did not feel like I am a burden.
43. We have two grown children.
42. I think the younger one knows.
41. I think he recognizes my neediness.
40. I did not realize how insecure I am until I started writing this.
39. I do not want to be anywhere near anyone else’s butt hole.
38. But I do not mind a stiffy in mine.
37. I would like to be restrained during my beatings.
36. Being told when to cum makes me lose the ability.
35. Receiving oral sex makes me extremely uncomfortable.
34. But I cum like a banshee.
33. I am addicted to pornography.
32. I love big, bald, black men.
31. The bigger the better.
30. I like it when he writes on me.
29. Sometimes he writes messages to his girl on my belly.
28. I get horny looking at the pictures.
27. I have had three broken bones – one of which was broken twice.
26. He refused to spank me when I was recovering from the last one.
25. It made me feel horribly insignificant and worthless.
24. I recently completed my education.
23. But I would like to take a class over the summer for fun.
22. I wake up ridiculously early.
21. And have problems staying up past ten.
20. But I rarely sleep through the night.
19. I miss smoking.
18. But I love not having the cough anymore.
17. I was once quite the party girl.
16. Now most people think I am uptight.
15. Which I find really amusing.
14. My fingers smell vaguely like pussy.
13. Because I have a hard time keeping them out of my cunt.
12. Even though I am supposed to have permission to masturbate.
11. He is selective in enforcing that rule.
10. And I am selective about remembering it.
9. Though I am a good girl about other things.
8. I will probably contradict myself at times.
7. Because often my desires are at odds with each other.
6. We have no ‘safe word’.
5. Though we joke that it is, “Don’t poop on me.”
4. I call him Sir.
3. He is exactly what I need – though probably nicer than I want.
2. I thought the best days of my life were when I was 19.
1. But now I know the best is yet to come.
Enjoy!EmmyBlue
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