Not Feeling It

You know I am just not feeling it right now. I have been a little turned off the blog thing since my last post - I realized that I am using the blog to complain and that was certainly not my intention.

But my issue is really that I am just not feeling it. Owned that is. I said it aloud a few minutes ago and he gave a cursory grunt of acknowledgement that I had spoken but did not follow up for clarification.

I have been looking for attention lately but I am not getting any - not allowed to masterbate my libido is flagging - the teasing and pushing is being ignored. I am starting to feel like I can do what I want. Even the spanking earlier was lackluster.

I guess there are better things to do.

If I sound like I am whining - it's because I am.