She's Back

So His girl is back. In a big way. We had not heard much from her in the past couple of weeks - she has been adjusting to a new schedule and her life had just been hectic and tiring. I get that - She was actually really sweet when He was traveling and checked in on me a few times. Funny how even though He and I are married in addition to our dynamic - she is still above me.

They were supposed to get together last weekend and something happened - I never really asked because I figure if I was supposed to know He would tell me - but oh well....

But when she busted in on the scene this week I was not prepared. I love that He has her and that He gets to enjoy another slut - I LOVE that He uses it against me . But circumstances have not been kind to me lately and I am feeling ridiculously insecure so listening to Him recount their activities with such glee this week while leaving me untended had me feeling small and insignificant. Instead of soaking my panties with need it left me feeling like curling up in a ball and crying.

We went for a ride a few days ago and I told Him. It was surprisingly easy. I shy away from telling Him when I am needy - something about asking for care makes me feel like I am not sincerely serving - but He was okay and though He did not do anything to ease my mind immediately things are definitely ramping up.

The night after our conversation He trussed me up and laid into me with a few things. It is so hard to figure out sometimes because He is as likely to hit me with the handles of His tools as the actual business end. Its a killer really because a fair amount of metal comes into play and nothing is quite so unforgiving. During every session He gets at least two shots in on a particular part of my upper back to one side up above my shoulder blade - I am probably not describing it right - it is the most painful thing you can do to me - it kills - its like his money shot though - my reaction is so priceless it does Him in.

So on this particular night He decides he is going to rather unceremoniously shove it in my ass. Generally speaking I am a fan! However I find the day after I usually need to have easy access to the restroom and I knew that the next day my schedule was solid. I had back to back classes all day from 8:45 through dismissal and generally speaking it is frowned upon to run out on kindergartners so you can go tend your aching backside.

So here I am tied up like a Christmas goose and gagged, having (essentially) asked to be used and I start freaking out because I do not want to have problems at work the next day. I totally broke down. I'll give Him props though - He stopped and rubbed my back until I calmed down then went back to working my pussy. Thankfully He did not untie me. I do not think I could have handled it if He had stopped cold - I needed Him to finish. Of course He sent her the pictures...

Last night He took me over his knee for a little work with the belt. Hopefully tonight He will finish what He started the other night!

Regardless - there is only one more week of school - then I have a small surgical procedure (should only lay me up for a day or two) and I can get into my service full time for a couple of months without having to deal with my pesky job (though I really do love the little buggers).

Have a great weekend!